I can't wait until payday. Because I am flat broke right now, I can't afford to buy myself post BMF protein bars, or really decent protein rich food, to help with muscle repairs and strength. I'm living off noodles and junk food that I've got lying around at the moment. Can't be doing me any good.
I had my sixth session last night, and it was awful. My legs absolutely killed me all the way round, and I could do little more than hobble. Sit ups, press ups, squats, no problem. I put my all into them. But the running? Jesus I thought my legs were going to give in altogether.
I'm not going to give it up, but I had one of those 'lost faith' moments last night. My weight still isn't going down (despite the last three weeks eating better and doing alot more exercise, since before I was doing none), my fitness level feels like it's decreased (my legs didn't ache at first, now at the start of every session they're like rocks for the first 20 minutes - nobody else seems to have that problem and it's ruining it for me, I'm in constant agony).
It makes me chuckle how everyone there complains at how unfit they were, but they always keep up with the running, never have to stop and never seem to be in any pain.
Grumble. I'm going to enjoy my two day break and hope it improves for Thursday.
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